The Hardest part…



I may feel stronger than ever…you never know how strong you are until you are pressed so randomly.  All you want to do is run away.  Everything within in you says “RUN!”  But to continue steadily on the path laid out before you and pass through with your eyes open…this is strength…Grace. 

I want to let it out, but I have to suck it up.  I want to express it somehow, but it remains in my chest like a ball of fire.  This may be the hardest part of being human.  We love to love, but we resent the hurt that finds its way to us without notice.

I will proceed but this time taking caution.  I carry so much within that I can’t afford to curl up and hide out now.  I’ll walk it out.  I know He is with me.  He is sometimes most evident during the hardest part. 

I won’t resent being a chic.  I won’t give-up on the concept of hope.  I will not forget the truth that lingers.  I am who I am and I have grown to love all that this entails.

I’ll smile.  I’ll work with my head high.  You’ll never know, though you may wonder what its all about.  You’ll never have to know.  I won’t burden you with this part of me.  Keep your favorite portion and leave me here to deal with this.  I’ll make it out okay.  I always do.

The hardest part always finds relief on the other side.



Currently listening :
By Coldplay
Release date: 07 June, 2005
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